When I was 8 years old, this was the first time that my own father sexually abused me. We where living in a Pottstown house at the time on Pottsdrive. My mother and some of my siblings were at church on a Sunday Morning. My father was in the back room playing his video game and I was in the girl’s room playing with my toys quietly. In the girl’s room, my two sisters and I shared a room. In the bedroom across from me, my 2 brothers lived in that room. The house was a two story house and all of us Mitchell’s rooms were on the first floor. In the upstairs bedrooms, my great aunt lived in one room and the room across from my great aunt’s room, was my great aunt’s friend.
So my father was playing on his video game until he asked me to come into his room. I walked from my room and across the kitchen to get into the back room of the house where my parents slept in. My father picked me up and laid me down onto the sofa that was in front of the TV where he was playing his video game. He pulled down my pants and his pants and I asked my father what was he was going to do. He told me that what he is going to do stays between him and I and I should never tell anyone about this. I said okay and he slid his penis into my vagina. He was thrusting inside me and I was crying. I told him that it hurts and he said to not be a cry baby and it shouldn’t hurt. He continue the thrust his penis in my vagina until he took his penis out of me and started to rub it in his hand. Then as he was rubbing his penis in his hand, he squirted his sperm all over the sofa and his hand. I ask him what that was and he said it’s something boy’s do when they get really excited. He then pulled up my pants and told me to go play with my toys.
When my mother came home later with all of my siblings, I ask mom if I can ask her a question. My mother said I can and I told her what my father did to me. She said she will have a talk with my father and I shouldn’t tell any of my siblings about what happened between my father and I. I said okay and I ran into the girl’s room to play with my sisters. That was my very first experience of having sex and my own father raping me.