My Experience Of the Sexual Abuse From My Ex When I was 18

I was dating this man when I living my foster home in Norristown. I met him at Horsham Clinic ( a mental hospital in Horsham) and we connect very well together. We gave each other our numbers and we were texting each other after we were both out of the hospital. We also started to have feelings for each other and we started to date. One day, he wanted to see me and I said yes we could see each other. He took the public transportation from North Whales to Norristown and met me at the bus stop. He asked about us having sex and I agreed that we could try it out but we had to find a place to do it. So as we were walking with each other, we found woods behind a school and we went into the woods. I was wearing a dress this time and he was wearing sweatpants and a sweatshirt. He put his penis out of his pants and I pulled my underwear down and showed him my vagina. He started to feel me and touch my vagina with his hand and then he started to suck my vagina. It felt really good to me and he asked if he could suck my breast and I said yes. So I put the straps down of my dress and took my breast out of my bra. He start to suck my breast while sliding his finger on the out side of my vagina. He then asked me if I could suck his penis and I didn’t really want to and he said please it feels really good. I still didn’t want to do so and I felt pressured to do it. He kept begging and begging that I finally said okay and I started to suck his penis. He got really into me sucking his penis that he started to thrust his penis in my mouth and I stopped sucking his penis and told him that was enough for me. He asked if we could have intercourse and I said not really and I wasn’t ready to have intercourse.

He then slid his finger into my vagina and he was thrusting his finger in and out of my vagina very fast and my vagina hurt very much. I told him that it hurts and he said oh c’mon it can’t be that bad and he thrust his penis into my vagina. He start to thrust his penis inside of me very fast and I started to cry and told him that I didn’t want to do this anymore. He continue thrusting his penis inside of my vagina and he kept saying c’mon baby, I know this feels good to you and he would start sucking my breast again. Once was close on ejaculating his sperm, he started to breath hard and saying fuck over and over again. Then last second, he took his penis out of my vagina and rub his penis on my vagina and ejaculated his sperm on my vagina. I was still crying and asked him if he just put his sperm on me and he said oh fuck yes baby. He said that my vagina was so tight around his penis and it felt so good and that he never had a vagina that tight around his penis before. I told him that it hurt while he was having sex with me and he said it couldn’t been that bad. I was very uncomfortable that whole time he was having intercourse with me.

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