I was 12 years old when my father strikes again on raping me. Some of my siblings and my mother left to go shopping after the whole family got back from going to church on one Sunday morning. I was in the room that I shared with my youngest sister that was down in the basement. We lived in Boyertown this time on Douglass Drive. My father was upstairs on the computer doing his own business on there, my older and two younger brothers were outside playing football, and I was in my room cleaning. My mother told me that I had until she came home to finish cleaning up my room and once I was done with the room I should do my outside choirs of the chickens and the ducks.
My father came downstairs and into my room where I was. He told me to listen to what he had to say and not to tell my mother what he was going to do. I asked him what it was and he said for me to take off my pants. I thought that was a funny request and I told him that I wasn’t pulling down my pants because that wasn’t appropriate. His face went from smiling to very annoyed and angry. He came towards me and picked me up and slammed me onto the floor of my room. He yanked my pants and shirt off and I was crying asking him to please stop what he was doing. He took his penis out of his pants and he started to suck my breast. I told him that this is not something we should be doing and I wanted him to stop. He put his finger in my vagina and started to thrust his finger inside me. I was crying and telling him that this hurts and is making me uncomfortable. I was trying to get away but he put all of his force on me and I couldn’t get out of his grip. He then inserted his penis inside of my vagina and started to thrust his penis very fast and deeply inside me.
I was telling my father that what he was doing is hurting me and I was going to scream if he doesn’t stop. He put his hand over my mouth to muffle what I was saying and he was telling me what he was doing is completely normal and boys and girls do this to each other all the time. Pain was running through my vagina and I kept crying from the pain. I tried again to escape from him and he locked my arms onto the floor and threatened to hurt me if I don’t shut up. So I stayed quiet and continue crying because of the pain and uncomfortable it was. He started to make moaning noises and he started to thrust even fast and making the noises faster. Then he shoot his sperm inside my vagina and I felt the warmness of his sperm inside me. He then pulled his penis out of me and told me to get my clothes back on and stop crying. Hhe then put his penis inside his pants and walked out the room. I was on the floor crying and trying to clean myself from the experience
Later that day, my mother came back home and she had me and my siblings to bring in the things she got from the stores. She then went into the bathroom and my father went into the bathroom with her. I heard them talking to each other and my mother called me into the bathroom. She asked me what my father did to me and I told her everything. My father was denying everything that I was saying and my mother told him that a 12 year old wouldn’t make something like this up. I told her that my vagina was still in pain from the issue and she told me that it would stop hurting soon and for me to leave and do my chores. I heard my mother and father yelling at each other in the bathroom and I felt like it was my fault that they were yelling at each other.