When I was 13 years old, I experience my first monthly period at the time and my father sexually abused me for the third time a week after I was done with my first period week. My father was downstairs in the fireplace room (it’s a room with dresser and a wood stove that we used to heat up our house from the cold) and I thought it was funny to go downstairs and scare my father. I went downstairs and put a blanket on myself and I crawled to the fireplace room and went behind him and jumped and made a loud boo noise. My father jumped a little and started to laugh. He said that was very cute and he got up from the floor and he picked me up again. He placed me onto the floor and pulled down my pants once again. I knew what he was going to do and I asked him to please don’t do it. He laughed and pulled his penis out of his pants, I was begging him to please don’t do it and I am willing to do anything for him to not have sex with me. He said that if I am willing to do anything for him that I should let him have sex with me. I started to cry and he thrust his penis into my vagina.
I started to cry even harder and telling him to stop because I was in extreme pain. He said that my eyes were very pretty and the feeling of my vagina was so tight on his penis and it felt good. He continue to thrust his penis inside me and I was crying and begging him to please stop and I was going to tell my mother that he did this to me. He said I could tell my mother because she wouldn’t believe me anyway. He started to thrust even harder and faster and then he took his penis out of me and started to rub his penis on the outside of my vagina while he was rubbing forward and backwards with his hand on his penis. He then released his sperm on my vagina and he put his penis back inside me. He started to thrust again and he was thrusting for a little while. It felt like everything was taking forever and about 15 minutes later, he squirted his sperm inside me once again and then he got up and put his penis back into his pants. He told me to go upstairs and he started to put firewood into the wood stove. When my mother came back home from dance practice at church, I told her that I wanted to talk to her and we went into the bathroom. I told her what my father did to me and she said thank you for telling me and I will have a talk with your father. When my father came back upstairs, my mother started to yell at my father again and they were arguing and yelling at each other.
My last experience from getting sexually abuse from my father was when I was still 13 years old. Everyone but my father and I were at a church event. I was on the couch in the living room watch cute and cuddly animals on TV and my father was taking a shower. He came out of the shower and went to his room and called me into his room. I came into his room and he picked me up again and place me on his bed. He pulled my pants down and he started to lick and suck my vagina. He was putting his tongue inside of my vagina and he started to take his towel off. As we took his towel off, one of my brother went into the house through the front door and my father told me to quickly put my pants back on and get out of his room. I quickly pulled up my pants and ran out his room. My mother came into the house and she asked me what I did while she was gone. I just looked at her and she told me to stop looking at her and answer her. I told her I was watching TV and I didn’t told her about what my father did to me.